there was a time in my life when i was 19 years old and visiting San Francisco, California, and it was this moment in my life that i relized that schizophrenia is a very frightening reality to those that think that the schizo world is real eg. a schizophrenic person. yeah i belived in this real for years, but it all stated when i was at a pub in SF and my usual head began to feel a little unusual as in i thought that the people in the bar were paying closer attention to me than normal and that they wanted me out of the bar-a little paranoia. As a result i left the bar and thought that i would take a walk and and figure "what that was all about," during my walk i was walking through an alley way filled with bums and the creepy thing about the bums was that they weren't talking...the walls were! so, i began to run out of the alley and back into the bar. well continue later..

Dear schizophrenia,
you are an amazing disease of the brain that make the lives of 2.5 million americans wish you were the part of the reality that wasn't real, i hope you are proud. the poitive symptoms are the greatest thank you, thank you for letting us schizos here such horrible things that we want to kill ourselves, what a treat. O' and the lack of cognition, that is a blessing i appreciate that my fellow schizos have disorganized thoughts and dont make sense, and to put the iceing on top of the cake there is no cure.